Post by thediehard on Feb 9, 2010 12:42:48 GMT -5
Let me find peace. Let me escape this hell...
I had the dream again last night. I watched as my brothers and sisters burned to ash as a mushroom cloud rose up in the distance. And I just stood there, powerless to stop it. And what makes me even more mad is that I don't know what I felt more. Anger or sadness...
I should have been sadder. I mean, everyone around me, everyone I'd sworn to protect, was dying around me in a flash. But I couldn't help but be angry at them. I knew they were the cause of all of this.
I like to think I have all the answers, but really, sometimes I find myself a lost little child. Sometimes I'm just as confused, and just as scared, as everyone else.
Did you hear that, Road Rage I admit, sometimes even I am afraid. Sometimes I wake up screaming. In a cold sweat. In such a state of terror the room seems like it's spinning.
Some people call me crazy. Hell, maybe even you think so. Imagine that. Being called crazy by a man known for his own lack of sanity. Maybe at that point I'm just too far gone. Maybe I can't be saved. But I like to think I don't need saving. I like to think that these visions are just self-motivation brought on by my subconscious eliminating any doubts in my head to do what must be done. I would never make claim to be a psychic and that these images are the foreseeable future. Yes, such things very well could come to pass. But that doesn't make me a psychic for being able to figure it out. It just means I can use logic to predict the next possible progression.
And that leads us to Sunday. I don't really have a problem with you, Road Rage. I don't. I am only doing this because it is what pulls me I am driven by a force none can understand and you are in my way
But unfortunately, you've been chosen as a proverbial sacrificial lamb. I am going to use you to once again show these people the violence that is in their future. And I shall continue to until they finally realize the damage they've done and reform this idiotic society. I'm sorry it had to come to this, Road Rage. Just know that in your death, I shall grow stronger, and these people shall become more enlightened. I didn't want this, but unfortunately, I have to show you the truth. This is necessary.
I had the dream again last night. I watched as my brothers and sisters burned to ash as a mushroom cloud rose up in the distance. And I just stood there, powerless to stop it. And what makes me even more mad is that I don't know what I felt more. Anger or sadness...
I should have been sadder. I mean, everyone around me, everyone I'd sworn to protect, was dying around me in a flash. But I couldn't help but be angry at them. I knew they were the cause of all of this.
I like to think I have all the answers, but really, sometimes I find myself a lost little child. Sometimes I'm just as confused, and just as scared, as everyone else.
Did you hear that, Road Rage I admit, sometimes even I am afraid. Sometimes I wake up screaming. In a cold sweat. In such a state of terror the room seems like it's spinning.
Some people call me crazy. Hell, maybe even you think so. Imagine that. Being called crazy by a man known for his own lack of sanity. Maybe at that point I'm just too far gone. Maybe I can't be saved. But I like to think I don't need saving. I like to think that these visions are just self-motivation brought on by my subconscious eliminating any doubts in my head to do what must be done. I would never make claim to be a psychic and that these images are the foreseeable future. Yes, such things very well could come to pass. But that doesn't make me a psychic for being able to figure it out. It just means I can use logic to predict the next possible progression.
And that leads us to Sunday. I don't really have a problem with you, Road Rage. I don't. I am only doing this because it is what pulls me I am driven by a force none can understand and you are in my way
But unfortunately, you've been chosen as a proverbial sacrificial lamb. I am going to use you to once again show these people the violence that is in their future. And I shall continue to until they finally realize the damage they've done and reform this idiotic society. I'm sorry it had to come to this, Road Rage. Just know that in your death, I shall grow stronger, and these people shall become more enlightened. I didn't want this, but unfortunately, I have to show you the truth. This is necessary.